Which is so true for my case indeed.

Evolving into someone I loath. Why am I not holding up; such disappointment to myself. :(

Off day, cut hair. Spike? :D HEH. But then everyone's saying no. WHY? :(

Numerous signs that spell give it up. I should be heading down that way, and maintain that direction.

I'm still slogging. Been meeting wife at least once a week. She put the notes right in my life, after what has happened. Oh, and I've met her boyfriend more than I ever did imagine I would. Wtf, surprising how life manages to make things take a 360degree turn. :D

Living life on the high note! :D Just that something keeps tugging at my heartstrings. Its impossible and I know I've convinced myself that, but why am I still acting otherwise? :(

Hot cold hot cold. Yes no yes no. Come and go, just as you wish. Sigh, why is everything so mixed up.

People do stupid things when they're stone. I do the stupidest ever thing lorhs. Wtf, I should really stop driving. Epic fail man. Forgot to wind down the window wtf. Cash card stolen. Thank god its was at my condo wtf. Luckily its just the cash card wtf and not the whole car. I'm a failure wtf. So so true. Epic fail wtf.

The talking point of scandals. Hahaha, its quite hilarious what people can conjour up sometimes.